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[Oct. 9th, 2006|12:29 am] |
Hello and welcome to Ebony's Live Journal!
My name is Tyrel Boelsma and I am from Chilliwack, British Columbia, in Canada. I am 20 years old and yes, a male!
I began writing this live journal in Grade 12 (2004) in writing class while I watched my fellow students logging into this site writing down very personal things about their life. The best part was when someone didn't like what the other had to say so they would get into these big "live journal wars" over who had the "right opinion"! Everything about this seemed so absurd to me, so I decided to open an account just to mock them. Little did I know that EVERYONE had an account or at least read other peoples accounts and commented anonymously... When I first posted, I decided to create this fake girl who couldn't write very coherently and had a very "simple" grasp on reality and decency. I added a few people from class and wrote out the ridiculous opening to the "Slut Sista's Ghetto". I got a bit of a reaction from the other students but it didn't "click" the way I wanted it to for them to realize the absurdity and I just gave up.
It wasn't until after I'd graduated and was entering my 13th year (for upgrades in high school) that I came across this journal again. I was in this class with a friend of mine (who was also doing upgrades) when this girl in our class started asking us for help. We did help her, but then she began talking to us all the time, telling us stories about her and her boyfriend and what they were going to do for their 1st month anniversary. These ridiculous stories brought me back to this journal and I just went on a writing frenzy. I think the bulk of this journal was written in just 1 or 2 nights. A lot of my friends thought the journal was pretty funny so I kept doing it. Then I'd forget about it a while, then come back to it a few months later and use stories friends had told me and just add more absurdity to them to make them ridiculous.
I did comment on a few journals in the middle of some "wars" when people pissed me off by making fun of a friend and these people would read my journal and just lose it over how stupid this girl was. A lot of people thought Ebony was a real person and that she must be one of the stupidest people alive, they would ask me and my friend Larissa (Lar-Lar is based on her/is her minus the stupid) who this "dumb bitch" was. We didn't keep it secret long though and let people in on the joke.
I had a lot of fun writing as Ebony, but the joke is over 2 years old now and I feel like I've made it too ridiculous. I was really happy when this Anonymous girl ("Sarah" I think her name is) started commenting, because I had SO much fun being Ebony and getting mad at her. But then "Sarah" got too mad and posted this:
"(Anonymous)
2006-08-26 03:44 am UTC (link) Select
Well, I can see you're one of those people who likes doing stuff for shock value, although there seems to be no logical reason for your behaviour, my best guess is that it's for attention.
I bet you and your fiends get together and write goth poems to your respective love interests. And then cry about how your parents don't understand you.
Moron.
I hope you do get AIDS. you know, to help with your "art" and stuff.
Which I think was her final post, I thought I would definately get to her when Ebony started talking about how this girl loved to help people out and thought herself such and intellect and pondered everyday why crowds didn't flock to her for her views on life and society. Ha ha! I totally though she would get it that Ebony wasn't real... But I decided to come out about this journal once and for all after that post which I replied with:
" Ouch!
frankaphone
2006-08-28 11:09 am UTC (link) Select
Well it seems Ebony broke you. You sunk down so low that you wished AIDS upon her. Which is quite harsh.
Just so you know, Ebony isn't a real person. I created Ebony as a mockery of foolish livejournal girls who write their most intimate secrets about their life and how much they hate the world, then they expect everyone to read it and agree with them. Even though, secretly, they hope the readers won't agree with them so they can start foolish arguments like the ones you participated in. These livejournal "wars" can go on forever and each thought placed into each post is harshly critiqued back and forth, each person yelling at one another just because of a difference of opinion.
It really saddens me that Ebony is so realistic of stupid girls and what they'll post about. It saddens me that the absurd stuff she does in her life isn't immediately overlooked as an extreme parody. At the same time though, I am kind of proud, I feel I did well with her and created a pretty good plot-line for her life that was both entertaining and disturbing. Hopefully, one day I'll write some more bizarre adventures of hers and we can argue some more about her life choices.
I'm not going to continue this foolish argument right now, I don't feel like becoming Ebony right now. Perhaps later I will, but not tonight. I'm too tired. If she does respond to you though, please do carry on... It really was entertaining! You should start up a livejournal though and stop posting under "anonymous", that way Ebony can use personal things to throw back at you just like you did to her.
Thanks for reading and have a good night!
PS- I am a 20 year old male and based Ebony on several people that I have known from and since high school."
Anyways, for now I am done and I leave you with Ebony's final post (unless I decide to ressurect her someday) in which she decides to become a chistian to get her music career started like her favorite bands "Evanesence", "Creed", and "Lifehouse" which she has wrongfully labled (like so many other things) as "goth bands". She also has met a christian boy who she is "fucking" and they have decided this is okay because Jesus will forgive them as long as they apologize. Ebony is going to move to Vancouver and live a sad life not making it big at all living from man to man or faith to faith or lifestyle to lifestyle looking for a place that accepts her when she should be trying to figure out WHO she is and WHAT she wants from life first. Ebony was just a joke to me at first, but I've grown to love her and I feel for her with every mistake she makes. Best of luck to you... you stupid girl...
Anyways, Welcome to her livejournal, if you ARE here for the first time, please start from the beginning, and read on, it makes more sense that way (as much sense as her poor spelling and poor decisions can make). Thank you! |
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| finale post from tha moll bitch! |
[Jul. 30th, 2006|04:11 am] |
so tha dumb bitch is back agane! she fuckin whished I got aids in her latest post!!!!!! i cant fuckin believe her...
"(Anonymous)
2006-08-26 03:44 am UTC (link) Select
Well, I can see you're one of those people who likes doing stuff for shock value, although there seems to be no logical reason for your behaviour, my best guess is that it's for attention.
I bet you and your fiends get together and write goth poems to your respective love interests. And then cry about how your parents don't understand you.
Moron.
I hope you do get AIDS. you know, to help with your "art" and stuff. "
STUPIDE GOD DAMNED MOLL HOE DIKE BITCHE!!!!! but i best cut tha profanity cuz i gotz somethin to tell ya all!!! 1 uf my fav bands EVENASENCE has given me a great idea fer oppertunity n shit (i ment stuff)... i wuz reedin the wikipeedia thang on here n it says there christian n stuff and that thats how they got started... so i wuz lookin into it n a lot uf good bands liek CREED n LIFFEHOUSEE!!!! (grate goth music) r christian!!! so whut im gonna do is start goin ta church n get in with that crowd ne stuff n YES be a vergen agane!!! so that i can get my musick started!!!!!!! i alredy met this cool guy who is like a jesus guy n shit and we've been fucking around with eachother, but thats okey cuz we can just let jesus know n he'll be liek 'oh yeah... okay... are you sorry...?' n we just have to say sorry fer it and we still get inta heven!!! so neways! hes like a gitar playa and were startin a band called 'saved by the grace' (liek saved bye the bell ha ha)!!!! SO THERE STUPID MOLL BITCHE!!!! BETCHA UR STILL GONNA BE HER ONLINE CRITSIZING EVERYONE WHEN I'M A FAMUS ROCKER OPENIN FOR THA GRATEST GOTH/PUNK BANDS AROWND CREED AND EVENESCENSE!!!! HA HA WHORE WHINGE DIKE!!!!!
so i probly wont be posting on her for a while cuz im werkin on bein famous and shit but kno that i luv ya hoes and ill try n post again in the near future........... |
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| "I am not making up words." |
[Jul. 14th, 2006|01:48 am] |
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tha prodigel chiled has belsed us with her name: sarah!!!!!! her's her lateest...
i am not making up words.
(Anonymous)
2006-07-14 05:05 am UTC (link)
Firstly, let me just say that i wanst making fun of you, i was just stating the facts as i (and everybody else) see them.
I wasnt making up words at all, you fool:
whinge: To complain or protest, especially in an annoying or persistent manner.
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moll: n. Slang
1. A woman companion of a gunman or gangster.
2. A woman prostitute.
You, my dear, are being too sensitive: why do you care what i think? is it because i made you feel stupid? I never intended to insult you as such, i just wanted to show you that you can be better than what you currently are. just because you come at life from a different status point to others doesnt mean that you have to become a product of your surroundings. I grew up in the lower middle classes but instead of whinging about my circumstance, i put my head down and worked my arse off to get myself to a better place.
sleeping with the mentally retarded is not a love/circumstance issue, its a moral/legal issue. it doesn't matter if you love him or if he thinks that he loves you, his mental capabilities have been severely reduced, thereby making him unable to make informed decisions regarding what he does to himself. can't you see that by sleeping with him you might be doing both of you more harm than good?
just think a little more before you act and you might be able to actually make something of yourself and your life instead of waiting around endlessly to be "discovered"
~Sarah
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so tha gurl thinks she gets evryone!!!!1 that wasp pedistel must hav a good veiw ta see all tha way to canads!!!!! heres my replie:
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frankaphone
2006-07-14 08:44 am UTC (link)
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oooh, tha prodigel SARAH reveeled her name! i feel so blesesed!!!!!
howd u even fined this lj????? cuz i odnt kno u! now i do beleve u r tryin to insult me callin me a hoe n a whinger!!!! i donet get why ur stalkin me n shit but its weeird! i think maeby u shuld stop stalkin peeps and "whinging" about there stuff! u seeme to luv ta make fun and dish out shit but what about u??? fer all we kno u could be a moll who just did lotsa scool and then ended up hoein urself on tha streets, werkin ur way up there... how do i kno it aint tru??? u donet have an lj tthat i can "whinge" ova!!!
i aint even gonna coment bout my luv life cuz ur a prostitiute we figerd out! (or maeby not! who knos) i bet ya were so proud of that post too, ur all sittin there with ure intellectual glasses (prolly thick framez) reedin evryones lj sayin "whut a dumb moll" but neva quite gettin tha curage ta write ure own life down1
ya think ure so high up with ur new fount wasp lifestyle (if this is even tru) that u need to "help and pity" the lower class "molls"! u wunder why peeps dont flock to u "but i give such good advice" you tell yoself!
OR MAYBE YOU DONT!!!! who knos??? how would we "sarah"??? we cant reed about yer life and "whinge" about it...
hopefully shell get sumthin outta that... even tho my spellin aint great (ryme. im a poet n i did kno it cuz i write pomes all tha time!!!!!) maeby shell reed other coments too and get sumthin!!!! jeez! id luv to do a rappin battle with SARAH and sho her her playce!!! sucka! |
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| MORE FROM THA MEENY!!!!!!1 |
[Jul. 13th, 2006|08:03 pm] |
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so that meen gurl is macking fun uf me agane... she is riting all sorst of meen things on here....... see whut the suberben jurk sade!!!!1:
You're a fool.....
(Anonymous)
2006-07-14 02:19 am UTC (link)
I didn't say you were British, i said that as a Canadian you were under British rule. (the big hint there is BRITISH Columbia) duh.
And I am not some "suburban chick", i am just literate you fool.
God you are so stupid i makes me angry to think about you and the fact that you think you're superior to others because you have gone through "pain" on your insignificant life. Everybody goes through shit, no one has it easy, but that doesnt mean that you have to be ignorant and whinge about everything.
Regarding the AIDS issue: it doesn't matter if he pulls out before cumming: if there are any tears in his skin or yours (and there likely to be the first time you stick something up your arse) the disease will transfer.
You can not be both goth and hard core: they are different sub-sects of a similar culture. Greenday and Blink 182 are neither hard core or goth, so i fail to see how you liking them backs up your claims of goth-ness.
You stupid fucking moll.
Discovered as an actress? Give me a fucking break. I hope your actings better than your spelling.
And, for the record: sex with the mentally handicapped is against the law, regardless of whether or not they have been retarded their entire life.
whut a jurk wrigth>??? i meen who dose she think she is... so sinse ive had so much bad stuff happen lateley i replyed and wuz a bit meen, but she started it wright???? hers whut i sade!!!!;
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frankaphone
2006-07-14 02:56 am UTC (link)
OMG!!!!!1 why r uso meen???? i thaught u were sayin i wuz britsh wich i anit!
im sorry that ur suberben and all learnt n stuff but that u not me!!1 ive lived a hard life in chiliwack that i dont think ud understand..... i sade iwuz sorry bout bein so meen, but u were macking fun werent u?????/
second of al,, yer macking up werds now!!!!!1 fuckin whinge??????/ what is that? i dont think i winged anyone!!!!11
i dont have aids. but if i did itd only add to the sadnes uf my life n maybe then my pomes would sell n my music wood be greater... ur insensitive ta my fellings... u shuld rent tha movie RENT cuz maybe ud understand aids isnt a laffing matte!
now ure insultin me cuz of my taste in music n bands????/ i dont think ud understand exactly whut it is ta be goth and hardcore... its a lifstyle not a fashin!!!!! Now ure macking fun of me n callin me names!!!! why? Second of all uve never seen me act so how wood u kno??
I ALSOSUGEST U RENT THA MOVIE PUMKIN CUZ MAYBE UD GET LUV ISNT ABOUT HOW LERNT U ARE!!!!!!1 its about bein in luv and stuff gawd ur so mean!!! MOLIN ROGUE too! luv dosent matter about ure status!!!!!!1 I haate ignorants... they dont get nethin!!!
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Re: You're a fool.....
frankaphone
2006-07-14 02:58 am UTC (link)
PS ANONYMOUSE!!!!
why r u allways unamed n shit???? maybe u shuld wrtie if ure so lernt!!!
also i think she ment ta say "MOLE" not "moll" he he he!!!!!!1 whut a jurk!!! |
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[Jul. 13th, 2006|12:10 am] |
okey!
so now that im all dun coolin off from tha tatack on me im reddy ta tell u the goin ons uf my life1
hmmm so where did i leve off last tyme?????/
well jason is still in jale and good ridense cuz the asshole dosent talke ta me nemore..... hes all pissed n shit cuz he shuldnt be in jale n stuff but thats his probleme cuz i mene whut woould u do????/ my mom wuz prowd n stuff!!!!!11 so hes stuupid! hmmm whut else?
umm i got in a bitta truble with the law a wile back cuz i wuz seein a retard like the movie pumkin!
it wuz trever... he wuz workin at the safeway down the rode from me n walked past my playce evry day... we were talkin n stuff and he wuz like "im stille in luv with you" but like a retard rite! i wuz blinded by luv n we ended up doin it rite... i dont get whut the problem wuz, but his mom walked in 1 time n she flipped out sayin i wuz the cause uf all his wurries n she liek yelled at me n shit!
I told her ta rent pumkin and she slapped me.. she toled me to never see her sun agane, i was like"ucan't do that111" but liek she can or somethin and the cops like gave me a restraneing order... she liek sade "ure lukky i didnt charge u with rape u sick bich!" when i tried ta see trever agane... we ended up fiting in the middle of the road outside there howse, tha cops came n i wuz charged with assallt!!!1 if im within 100 feet of her i have ta leve or somthin now too... luv relly dose hert!!!!!11 I cried fer a while after that, but its good cuz i wrote lotz of pomes...my mome keesp yellin at me ta get a job but i tell her my music and art are my job and shell be sorry when i have billions of billions of dollers!!!!!111 and then that hoe yesterday just blew tha lid so im sorry if i wuz too meen!!!!1
so im lookin to move to vancouver where i can be appresiated1111 i kno i can make it big out there and will hav to in order topay tha rent1111 speekin of rent i saw that moovie and luved it!!!!!! "no day but taday rite????// luv ya bitchesss111 n if yur interested in mooving with me let me kno okey? ttyl!! |
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| tellin it how it is to an anoneymouse hater!!!!1 |
[Jul. 12th, 2006|03:59 am] |
so i wuz goin thru them emails taday and came across some real trash! sum anoneymouse hater tottaly tried tah make me luuk stupid but i caem out tha wizer1!! newayz herse whut the bitch said!:
"(Anonymous)
2006-07-05 04:19 am UTC (link)
Letting a guy who's been in prison fuck you up the arse is a really bad idea (you know, he only wants to do it so he have the power, I'm guessing he was the little bitch in prison and now he's taking out his new found insecurities relating to his masculinity out on you.)so you should probably get an AIDS test done.
Also, you live in Canada therefore you're under British rule, so please use the Queens english. i.e: Arse not ASS. You are not a crass American, rise above those around you.
I'm also not entirely clear on whether you are goth or hard core. You dont really seem to be either, yet you claim to be both, which is impossible, you're either on or the other (unless of course Canadians do things differently to Australians, but I imagine that people are catalogued the same way regardless of what country they in.)
And: you're in your 20's now, get your shit together for fucks sake.
eh. "
so im all liek yah rite! heres my reply ta tha hoe!!!!!1
"okey... imposible
frankaphone
2006-07-12 07:58 am UTC (link)
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okey, so i just got yor replie and stuff.. frist of all i cant get aids impossible cuz he pullz out1 he neve cums in me so no way thast happenin111 being done in tha ass is so much betta for u newayz! u dont get pregger scares! duh!
i dont get whut u meen by british stuff... im canadien (canada chix kick ass!!!!!1 whoo!1)
also im tottally goth n hardcore... im both1 seriusly...!1 i like punk rox music like green day and blink but alzo luv marylin manson n kirk kobain... i like evrythin sucka! im a totally out there gurl who nkows whut its like ta have rough shit happen1 i aint no avril-fuckin-laveen facker bitch1 jeez!1 i dont think ya get us xgurlsx at all with yer pampered suberben aussy lifestyle1!
Jezus! i kno im in my twnetys hoe1 dont need ta tell me1 its ruff1 i came ta tersm with that tho and i lerned!
il'l alwayz be that ghetto gurl who never had a chanc to hoes like u1 u dont even kno!"
ill be laffin at that biches funeral1 prolly got krome toomstone tho!!!1 fucksakes1 she'll be sorry when i get famus with my music and potery or im discuvered as an actress!!!1 i kno i wuz a little harsh, but i jus hate when them suberben gurls thenk they kno me right111???/ like have anuther scocth with ya rich mummy n daddy while im stuck in 8mile (not relly, but that'd be cool!!!!)with my sixpack uf lucky!!!1 god! seriusly lif fo me culdnt get wurse.. ill tell yall bout it when i'm in a betta mood! |
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| cunfessions of a broken gurl! |
[Mar. 9th, 2005|08:25 pm] |
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okey... so me n jason arent goin out nemore... hichhicked to tha prizon tonite n he didn't wanna seeme, they sade he told them ta tell me he wuz mad at me n stuff... so whatev...
Mah goth frend LarLar (HEYYYYY GURL!!!!11) lent me sum movies today, ummm gohst world n pumkin... ghost world is about 2 gurls that grad n then they have ta live life... it wuz kinda dum, at the end she like gets on a bus, i read that its sopossed to be her killin herself or sumthing on a message board but i dunno... OH YEH! pumkin! its like this movie with chirstina ricci as this collage gurl who starts datin a retard n they like fall in luv!!! evryone is mad at her, but she totaly snuffs it off cuz she like loves him right? so newayz, it made me sad and miss the reeal luv i had with jason :( kno what i mean???
now im depreessed! sigh... i gess its good thing im single agan tho!!!!!!!1 call me gurlz n we can have a NITE ON THA TOWN!!! WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!11 |
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| bene a wile, i kno... |
[Mar. 7th, 2005|09:05 pm] |
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okey grrrls. heres whuts up with me laetly!!!!!1
Ummm so jason is back in prizon and i think fer a while... its relly stuped tho cuz he just loves me is all. okey, so like jason wuz folloing me arownd evrywhere! he liek was there wehen i went ta skool and sumtimes folowed me ta his house1111 i thot it wuz sweet1 newayz, so liek a cuple of weeks ago he wuz folloing me home from skool and this guy wuz walkin this cute dog n i wuz lik "aaaaawwww... cute dog!"
cuz it wuz a chiwahwha right? n we started talkin bout dogs n stuff... newayz... JASON like freeked out, he sped his car over to us and ran out n dragged me inta the car rite? so i wuz like "aaaaahhh what the fuck." and he like put tape ova my moth and wuz like "shut up!" hiz frend waz in tha back n tied my arms up... i wuz like WFT!!!!!!??????????///
so they liek took me ta his house and he was mad cuz i wuz talkin to another man, i thaught that wuz sweet... but didnt get why they like draged me away. jason set me str9 tho, he wuz like "cuz i luv you and dont want ne men to talk ta you beside me!!!" so we liek made out and he said i shuld stay at his place a wile...
i wuz only there like a day and tha cops liek burst in on us dooin it!!!!!!111 embarasin! even more he was like doing me up tha a**... turned out that guy with the dog called tha cops and liek knew jasons lisense plate number and wuz like "she wuz kidnapped!" he wuz "tramatized" by tha situatin and jason had ta go back ta jail cuz of his perole...
my mom wuz all wurried n stuff and thoght i wuz dead, but shes all happy n shit and baught me tons of stuff includin molan rouge on dvd1111 so i decided not ta tell that i wuznt kidnapped n i think jasons in trubble now... not shure if were dating still... oh well, i gess i can rite poetry bout it!111 nite biches1111 |
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| JASON=SO SWWEEETT!!!! |
[Feb. 10th, 2005|03:08 pm] |
kay, so jason is os sweet, he thinks i dont kno, but hes ben folloing me around n stuff he he! lik at furst i didnt kno fer shure n stuff, but he dosent hav a job n stuff, so he spends his free tim garding me!!!!!1 like i wuz on mah way to a job intervew n his car was folloing me at like a distanse of like a blok! its so nice of him... also, on mah way to the ed center i notced his car parked acros the street1111!! my man is so sweet!11 but shuld i tell him i kno n he dusent hafta wurry? or shuld i like kepe up this sharade? n play his romantick games?
luv ya gurlz!!!!1
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[Feb. 8th, 2005|11:59 pm] |
GURLZ I FERGOT TA MENTIN WHAT HAPEND AFTER!!!!!!1
Kay, so were lieing ther n jason turns ta me n says "i luv you so much1 you dont get how muhc u mean to me1111" i wuz like ' yes i do1' he wuz like 'i luv u so muxh i cant stand ta think of another guy talkin to u11111111" it wuz so sweet111 hes tha nicessst guy evar111 but g2g1 luv yahs111
____~~~EBONY LE SEXE GODESE~~~~_______ |
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| okey! I did it!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Feb. 8th, 2005|11:55 pm] |
uhhh i just got bacvk home from doin it up the a** with jason!!!!! uhhhh i think he relly likd it, but it kinda hurt, oh wel since im goth i gess thats SNM or whatever you call it... but warnin gurlz... dont use that warmin stuff, its no good, shuld be caled 'burnin stuff' ha ha no wurrys tho, mah goth gurlz said they did stuped stuff lik it too... ha ha, im gunna go to bed now... IM SUCH A HOT LUVER!!!!!!!!1!!!!!!! My msn name is now once agane "EBONY LE SEXE GODESSE" he he i luv frech its such a sexy langage.. luv nethin franse, like mulan rouge111
tee hee!
luv ya gurlz,
______~~~~~EBONY LE SEXE GODESSE~~~~_____________ |
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| ummm, key |
[Feb. 8th, 2005|08:45 pm] |
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so i like got lotsa infor on anel sex from mah goth frends, denise n christy, aparently its like sumthin all us goths do. i dindt kno tho... so i gess im goin to do it, its also good if he punches yer hed and puls yer hair i hear, but you hafta use alot of lube too, so i baught sum ky stuff thats warmin n were all ready!!!! im suc a hot luver!!!!!!!1 wish me luk gurlz! |
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| Up tha a**... |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|04:07 pm] |
Umm gurlz... i got a questin... uhh NE of you eva done anel sex b4 cuz jasons like ubsessed with the idea now....... uhhh im not shure yet tho but he might dump me if i donet.... what shuld i do, also, any tips on doin the act????
PS YALL!!! I GOT MAH TUNG PEIRCED TODAY!!!!!!!! I'm such a sexy bitch, (jason luvs it!!! he he he) i relly like rollin it around mah lips, espescilly when around hot guys! tee hee, im still in luv donet wurry!!!!
BY!!!!
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| aww so sweet!!!!!1 |
[Feb. 6th, 2005|08:55 am] |
Okey gurls im like in luv agan!!!! okey so jason got out of prizon yesterday on sum kidna bail or sumthing, and hes jsut gotta go see sum guy every onec in a while........ so newayz, i went ovar to his house and we yah no and he told me he luved me n that all he culd think of in prizon wuz me!!1. i wuz in heaven, hes relly hot now to, he grwe a goatee n shaved his head, hes relly good in bed now to~! I just hope my sutpid mom doesnt find out that hes out cuz shes so dum n dosent undertand luv!!! but yeah so ummm thats all fer now hoes!!! OH YAH and me n LarLar are tight agen, she red the journl n called... we did sum kinda pills that she had... wuz fun! but g2g gurlz, my man neesd sum luvin, IM SO IN LUV!!!!!!!!!!!1!!!!
NEWAYZ TTYL!
PEACE OUT HOES!
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| a quick thoght |
[Feb. 1st, 2005|01:02 pm] |
i wuz thinkin wouldnt it be kidnda neat, sicne im gettin relly good at peotry n stuff ta lear nan instrumet and make like a band or sumthing? cuz i relly think its kewl, com on guyzzzz post comments and shit1
luv yas! |
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| antoher poem |
[Feb. 1st, 2005|12:42 pm] |
k, this ones bout my relationships and hurt and stuff
ribbon of lyes
by ebony
a gift fer me,
this lvoely pink thing,
from my luver,
my man,
my princ and my king,
i ware it arownd my kneck,
fer all ta see,
not relaly gteting,
that ist chocking me
its kinda abowt feministic natuer and stuff, liek how ive been bawght n molested (metaforicly of course, neva relly been ha ha) by my previus luvers... newyaz enjoy luv ya!
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| a pome |
[Feb. 1st, 2005|08:29 am] |
so guys this is my fisrt peom... ive enterd it online and goten prety good reviews... umm tell me whatcha think about it, i kno my spellins bad, but ya kno@! key here it is:
she cries
by ebony
upstairs there she lies
a saddned heart ful of her goodbys
its her life
not tha worlds
and forthat reason
she cries
umm its kinda about corpret america and how when youve got tons a shit going on that you jsut ya kno have ta let it out and shit. its kinad about me and the shit that gos on... but hope ya like it!
TTYLatez,
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| holly god1!! I cumpletly fergot bout this shit agen |
[Jan. 31st, 2005|09:54 am] |
HA HA bitches! becha yall wundering where tha fuck is dat girl now????/ truth is i cumpletly fergot about mah live jernal... ummm gess i shuld do a live update thing.. umm lets see whuts been happenin... umm well when jason beet up trev he liek dammaged his brain or sumthing they discuvered and jason got a year in prison... trev is kinda messed up now and tlaks like a retard sumtimes but i dont rell kno him nemore. ummm i sumtimes go see jasn but only when i can hichhike to da prizon,.. cuase i aint supposed to see him neymore becuz mah stupid insensitve mom found out bout us and dosnt get love... i tride makin her watch mulan rouge with me but she thoht it waz stupid and "cumpletly redundant to the sitation young lady" fuckin bitch... but yeah so im a cumplete goth now and stuff.. i kinda messed up a bit and was in 'corperate amereica" by werking at starbukcs but i like quit, well wuz gunna, but they like firedme for incompetencer or somthing! but now I'm writin pomes and stuff about my depreshion (ill start posting themsoon) ill prolly get pubilished soon cuz im entering alot fo online contests and ive won quite a few... just need to save sum money to get to ehir awards cermony... :( umm me n lars kinda lost tuch cuase shes corperate america fer wekring at that cow murderin place mcds... fuckin assholes murder porr animels... right in the back rooms at the resterant iv seen picstres! so yeh... umm ive got a group of new frends now and we do like wicka and stuff i think...theyre cool cuz rhey help me out toknowwhat not to do.. like i cant hang out in larg crowds to long cuz they'll hympnotize me so i shuld stick ta dark corners... im lookin fer a job now (help me out peple...) i dont know why but peple keep firing me... prolly cuz the cloths i wear and the music i listen too... anti-GoodCharlotte bitches... fucke im so depressed now.. god... but nyways... I gess theats it fer now...
ill leave ya with sum good poetrry that speeks to me... its a song...
"Walkin on the streets of DC, on the East Coast where I live
You say what's the problem, what's with this angry kid?
You don't like the way I walk, or the way I talk, or the way I swing my hands
You don't like the words I speak or the thoughts I think
And I know you'll never understand
You know-on the East Coast we ride until we die
You know, oh oh oh
Well there's a place inside my mind, yeah a place you'll never find
There's a place inside my mind we'll leave today
You know
Wouldn't it be perfect, if I could sit with you?
And we would change a thing or two, we'd change a thing or two
We would change the way you think, we would change the way I think
We can't change the way they think so we're not changin anything
You know-on the East Coast we ride until we die
You know, oh oh oh
Well there's a place inside my mind, yeah a place you'll never find
There's a place inside my mind we'll leave today
You know
On the East Coast we ride, until the day we die
You know-on the East Coast we ride until we die
You know, oh oh oh
Well there's a place inside my mind, yeah a place you'll never find
There's a place inside my mind we'll leave today
You know"
-esat coast anthem by good charlotte... my fav song rite now peace out and fuck avril lavinge poser bitch1
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| okey, i think i dont have a bf nemore... |
[Oct. 6th, 2004|11:58 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | I gess this is growin up! | ] |
ummm, so i did find trevoer, but not soon enuf. jason beat him up with a bat or sumthing and hes in the hospital fer a bit. trevor told tha cops that it wuz jason and he got arrested or sumthing, it wuz kinda sweet that hed beet up trev, but now that he nows i wuznt raped hes gunna be mad or sumthing and prolly wont wanna go out,. im depresed now and think id kill myself if it wuznt fer ya guys (mah frends) seriusly.... im that sad.. tha cops came n asked me about tha rape but i wuz like denying it cuz ya no, it ddint happen that way... so newayz, i think im gunna go cry, call me if ya wanna chere me up! :S
its okey ta cry rite? i mean i did lose my luver taday and my other luver wuz beat up... :( okey girlz, sorry fer makin this one so sad its just how i am now... i know a lot now... :((( newayz, call me..
MOOD=sucidal! (but not cuz ive got ya guyz ta luv me!) |
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